Different me (halah, bakal jadi postingan ga penting nih).
I know the blog aggregator is already dominated with my posts, forgive me, I can't help myself. My mind is hyperactive these days, I can't concentrate on any books, so writing is the next best thing I can do.

Um, last night I went to wedding invitation, wearing the same dress and bag I wore on my prom night. Different hijab but same colour and style. Well I hope that instead of, "duh that's at least 5 years out of fashion", you will think, "wow she still fits in her clothes from 5 years ago".

Anyway.

So I could not help but thinking of how I was 5 years ago.
Graduated from my high school, got accepted at Fasilkom UI, spent most of my holiday time playing Need For Speed. I had a crush on a genius who did not notice me. I remember my best friend Karima looked so beautiful that night. And most of the girls wore black because we wanted to look thinner.

I remember I did not really care about what I was going to do with my life, maybe I would just spend the next 4 years studying computer science and look for a job after.
I remember I used to think that I would be a career woman by default. I used to think that it's cool to work on weekends, or when someone calls you beyond office hours to ask a really complicated thing about work and you have to answer it.

Which is totally not who I am now.

Um, let's see. I don't play Need For Speed anymore. Nobody does, I think. I rarely meet Karima because she is now married and has her own business but I think she is still beautiful. I haven't heard anything about that genius in a very long time, but I have a boyfriend now, who might not be a genius but is surely smart and cares about me.

It's almost been a year since I graduated from my university. I tried two jobs, both I don't really like.The latter maybe matches best with my idea of a career woman.
Except I don't work on weekends. Honestly, if someone from the office calls me outside office hours, I will just pretend I don't hear it. And I don't work until late either. When it's 5 pm, I already got my computer shut down. And I'm also the only one in my division who leaves the office before dark.
Yeah, it's that unbearable.

The point is, things changed. I'm still not sure about what I want, but at least I know of one thing I don't want (being a career woman). I love Fasilkom more than I thought I would. I have more dreams than I did 5 years ago, I have a different point of view on several things in life. It's funny how people changed.