Lagi nunggu donlotan. Loh, lagi di kantor kok masih aja donlot? Hm, sayang sekali yang didownload sekarang adalah software yang sangat berguna, bukan film lagi, huhu.

It's my 9th week of work and I have been trying (maybe not too hard) to enjoy my time here. This week is fine, very much better than the last. Except that I always get blank when it comes to this thing:

which I don't really know about and don't really want to know about, but for the sake of implementing 'software as services' I have to learn about.

Life is fine now. I still don't love my job but at least I don't hate it anymore. Most of the time when I don't have to work on 'software as services' thingy, I make myself busy coding with .NET until it's 5 pm. At times I get stressed, but not depressed. It's Friday afternoon, I don't go to the malls like everyone else here. I think that makes me look like an antisocial. Maybe I am. I don't know, I just feel like sitting here and write.

I'm trying to balance things. Of course I still think that work takes up too much of my time. I have to sacrifice my sleep hours, my unread books, my watching dvd time with my mother. I used to wake up at 4 am, so I can use the bathroom with the hot water before my father. But now I wake up at 4.30, because half an hour extra sleep is worth more than a bath with hot water. Well, as I said before, I have to work because I need the money. It's not like I can just escape from the tiring routines like that in Eat, Pray, Love, which I have not read just because it's too popular. And anything that's too popular is usually lame in my opinion. Maybe I'll try to read it someday. When the movie is out.

I still haven't heard anything about the Master's course from the consorsium and that worries me a bit. But maybe that's better, so I can just focus with my work. Yeah right. If I do, I won't be writing this right now, when the test plan I have to write is not yet finished. But in a few hours I will be free (but only temporarily).

Life is fine now. Monday to Friday I wear heavy boots, but at weekend I feel like one hundred dollars =)