my blue heaven

but double standardized suspicion
is remedied, oh my blue heaven
sometimes it just feels better to give in

kalo ini kejenuhan hidup, kayanya udah terlalu lama gw ga berbuat apa-apa.
dan kayanya gw punya bakat untuk ngerasa sendirian di tengah keramaian.
sometimes i think i enjoy being miserable.
hmph.
and these voices in my head, i wish they would shut up.

it's just unbearable sometimes,
waking up every morning and trying to find a reason why i should open my eyes and live one more day.
ga bersyukur memang.
padahal gw punya segalanya.